ALLAH KNOWS BEST

How do you know that what you wish for is the best for you? The answer is you DON’T! Indeed, it is true. Only one person knows what is good for us, what is bad for us and what is best for us. The one person is Allah S.W.T.. Allah keeps on saying in the Quran that He knows what is best for us. He also keeps on saying that He knows what we know not.

Why am I saying this? It is because I am experiencing it now. This week suppose to be a very good week for me. I received a lot of great news (but at the end of the week, I received a very bad news). I finally got what I had fought for. I should be happy because I had fought for it for a long time. I prayed to Allah to grant my wish but after a long duration only Allah grants my doa. But, it turns out that it is not the best for me. I believe that is the reason why Allah did not give it to me at the 1^st place. Now, I wish that I did not get it. Sigh!

Here I don’t mean that we should stop praying to Allah to grant us with what we wish for and simply accept whatever that may come to us. But what I mean here is that, we should always ask from Allah as Allah never says NO to all His servants’ prayers. Allah answers the prayers of His servant positively in one of the 3:

1. YES.

2. YES, but not now

3. I have a better plan for you.

So, keep on praying and request for what Allah thinks the best for you and not what you think the best for you.

EXAM, GETTING OLDER AND ALL

Dah berabuk rupanyer blog nie. Hehehe. Sorry about that. I just don’t have anything to write or share it with all of you. Plus, I’m a bit busy with study and organizing programme. I just finished sitting for my End Block Exam. The exam was really hard! Menyesal tak buat SDL betul2. I’m praying hard that I will pass this block with better result than last block although I know the chance is small.

“Making your mark on the world is hard. If it were easy, everybody would do it. But it’s not. It takes patience, commitment and repeated failures” – Barrack Obama

Furthermore, we shouldn’t be losing faith on Allah. Mana tau, Allah bukak hati penanda soalan. Bagi markah lebih or tak nampak all the mistakes I did. :-)



Enough about study. I would like to take the opportunity to wish Happy Belated Birthday to Ainie. Semoga panjang umur and murah rezeki. :-) Each time when her birthday arrived, it makes me realize that we are soon going to wish good bye to 2009. GOD! Time passes so fast. I feel like we just celebrated New Year like last week. I realized that I have wasted a lot of time! Her birthday also reminds me that I’ll be celebrating my 22nd birthday in about 2 months. I can’t believe that I have lived in this world for more than 2 decades already. I questioned myself on what have I done so far? I had difficulties in answering that question. Maybe, it is not the time yet for me to ask the question. I should wait until I graduated at least. But when I think about it again, if I have to wait until I graduated, it will bring the meaning that I shouldn’t be contributing to the society at present at which I believe is totally wrong. I regard at this age is the golden time. The youngsters have their maximum capability. We should optimize it!

As I mentioned earlier, I’ll be celebrating my birthday soon. This time, I’m not looking forward for my birthday. I’m excited to get my first nephew. YEAH!!!! At the moment, I have 2 nieces. I’m really looking forward to get a nephew. My sister in law is expected to deliver her second child in February. The doctor said that it’s a boy. So, I am really excited. I can’t wait. The sad thing is that she’ll be delivering her baby at The Hague, thousands of miles away from here. So, I won’t be able to see and play with the baby! I have not event met her 1^st child for about 1 ½ year. Her first child is now 2 years and 3 months. So, I have not been on my niece’s life for more than half of her life. The only way for me to “mengubat rindu” is via looking at her photos in facebook. Here, I share some of it.

I like these 2 pictures. Cute~

Pictures of my niece practicing to become a good big sis. :-)

Sleeping with the baby


Giving milk to the her future younger brother


Oh god. Is this the way she'll be carrying her future brother?

Another picture of my niece practice sleeping with her future brother. Look at where the doll is!

WAKE UP CALL

Everyone is aware of the result for the Bagan Pinang by-election. BN manage to win back the seat. This time, they won with a bigger majority. Even bigger to that of the majority that they won in the last general election that saw a political tsunami. The result came not as a surprise. In other words, BN winning the by-election is not unexpected. I still remember that one of PAS official said that it is hard for them to win the election. Bagan Pinang is an UMNO stronghold. It is as if PAS trying to take away Permatang Pauh from Anwar Ibrahim. Although, the result is expected, but what shocked me the most is the inability of PAS to narrow down the majority. UMNO won with bigger majority this time. I thought that they can actually narrow down the majority. So the question is what is happening to PAS and Pakatan Rakyat? What happen to the political tsunami? Is the Pakatan Rakyat has failed to keep the momentum running? Will this affect the outcome of the next by-election (if any) as well as the next general election? I can’t answer it by myself. Let the party leaders answer it. What I am going to stress here is that the result of the Bagan Pinang by-election should be a wakeup call for Pakatan Rakyat to perform better.

I am not going to elaborate further on the result. What I am going to discuss next is about the Bagan Pinang by-election campaign. I am a bit against one of UMNO’s campaign during the election. They said that those receiving scholars from the government should be thankful and vote for UMNO. I am really against this because does this mean that if I supported the opposition, I am not entitle to receive scholarship from the government or any form of help from the government. If the answer is yes, might as well we form 2 governments. One government is for those supporting the ruling party and the second government is for those supporting the opposition party. For me, it is fine and acceptable for anyone to support the opposition despite the fact that they receive financial assistance or any other form of assistance from the government. I can give you 2 reasons. The first reason is a country needs a strong government and a strong government exist only if there is a strong opposition. Voting for opposition is indeed doing a favor to the government because we are creating a strong government. The second reason is because people especially UMNO has to realize the fact that government and politics are 2 separate entities. Politics is part of government but not all parts government involve politics. From my point of view, politics is part of government only during election. After winning the election, politics should be put aside. Whoever wins the election, they are responsible to serve the people regardless of political background. No one should be sidelined. Receiving assistance from the government does not mean you received assistance from the political party i.e. the ruling political party. You are indeed receiving assistance from the ruling government. It is your right as a citizen.

Another thing about UMNO is that they are outdated. Seriously! I’m not joking. I’m telling here is not because I am against UMNO. UMNO can be a very good party if they actually follow the latest trend and demand. What I am trying to say here is I realize that each time if there is an election, be it general or by-election, UMNO’s manifesto is mainly about development. Are they running out of ideas or running out of things to offer to the people? Look at the opposition. I respect them because each time there is an election, they always have something new to offer. For example, in 1999 general election, their manifesto is mainly about Barisan Alternatif. They offer to become an alternative government to replace BN. In 2004 general election, PAS offered in their manifesto Negara Islam. In the last general election, PAS offered in their manifesto Negara Berkebajikan while Anwar with PKR offered in their manifesto Malaysia Baru. Each time, there is always a new thing to offer. Furthermore, I believe that development should not be included in manifesto because the task of developing the nation is the job of the ruling party regardless of which party that rules our nation. That is just my point of view. I believe that UMNO should consider it.

That is all for this posting. Till next time.

FORUM

Really looking foward to attend this forum. Im surprise that an opposition leader is allowed to be the panelist in the forum.

AN AWESOME WEEK

First and foremost, I have to apologize because I have not updated my blog for a long time and I have not come out with a good intellectual posting. I have to say that I had a rough time. A lot of so called bad things happen around me but no problem. I am fine.

I thought of updating my blog during the last weekend. I had everything in my mind. Just waiting for me to type it out. But, something came out. The Kulliyyah of Science (KOS) was organizing KOS Open Paintball tournament during the last weekend. At first, my friends were not interested to join the competition. Suddenly, on Thursday night we all decided to take part in the competition. The next day, we formed our team. We formed our team just a day before the competition. The closing time to submit the registration form was on Friday at 3pm. We submitted our registration form on Friday at 3pm. Our team comprises of Zul, Teez, Majid, Acap G, Halim, Che Mud and I.

Playing paintball was so great. It was our first time playing paintball. During registration, we were informed that there were only 5 teams who will be taking part in the competition. So, we thought that we had a good chance in winning the competition. At least number 4. The prize will be given to the champion up till number 4. On the day of the competition, the organizers informed that there were 9 teams competing. It was a bad news for us. However, thanks to our strategist, Acap G for his excellent strategy, our team made it to the semi finals and lastly we won 3^rd place. We won medals and RM215. In terms of money wise, it is not worth it. Why did i say that? It is because the money that we won has to be divided by 7 and to enter this competition, we spent about RM80 each. So, you can do the maths by yourself. Though money wise, it is not worth it, what most important here is the experience. Like I said, this is our first time playing paintball and the fact that we manage to go this far, is indeed a great achievement. Plus, we wont be getting any chance of playing paintball outside, spending just RM80. If there is a chance for us to take part again next year, Insyaallah, we will take the challenge.

As for me, I am not only bringing back medal and cash, I brought back along with me some souvenirs or what I called as “kenangan terindah”. I was shot twice at my head leaving behind 2 benjol. Satu kat dahi, which is HUGE. Bigger than a 50 cent coin. The other one is kat rambut. Actually, I was shot 3 times at my head. The 3^rd one hit the face mask. So, no souvenirs left. Being shot at my forehead was indeed a great experience although it was really painful. It won’t stop me from playing paintball in the future.

Before the game begins

After our defeat. Look at my forehead. Kena tembak.

Me

Me in action. Hehe